Archive for June, 2008

30
Jun
08

cos i’m looking for something beautiful

my song of the moment (along with other tracy bonham and rachael yamagata favourites).

Light weight too straight no reaction
I don’t care if I’m not in fashion
I will follow you
I will follow you
It’s hearts up heads down puddle of red wine
You get back up and you face the climb
I will follow you

Something in me almost breaks

But I wait
I’m sinking in my skin
And I wait
My heart is wearing thin
‘Cause I’m looking for
Something beautiful

You cut me up and you make me bleed
A sad stained heart hanging on my sleeve
I’ll still follow you
I will follow you
And you say “Look up, look up, look all around you
Can’t you see the love that surrounds the very soul of you?”

Something in me almost breaks

But I wait
I’m sinking in my skin
And I wait
My heart is wearing thin
‘Cause I’m looking for
Something beautiful
And I pray
For it to come right in
There’ll come a day
My heart is wearing thin
That I fall upon
Something beautiful
Something meaningful

You stick your soul out risk it all
Your fearless beauty breaks your fall

Something in me
Knows there’s something more
And it’s so close I wanna run

But I wait
I’m sinking in my skin
Yeah I wait
My heart is wearing thin
‘Cause I’m looking for
Something beautiful
And I pray
For it to come right in
There’ll come a day
My heart is wearing thin
When I fall upon
Something beautiful
Something beautiful
Something meaningful

tracy bonham, something beautiful.

25
Jun
08

lost

rargh.

i’m suddenly so swamped with work it drives me nuts. i’m okay with the stuff i already knew i had to do, but all the stuff that came up from nowhere (or rather, from disorganisation, mismanagement and probably poor memory) is what kills me.

on top of one interview every day for the rest of the week, i have to go pick up photos for like… almost every chapter. and from what i’ve seen, i don’t think it’s enough so i’m foreseeing going to the hall office to lug down past yearbooks to scan in old black and white ones. which means manual labour… which in my book is always worse than mental labour. yes, i’m lazy and basically i still can’t quite carry heavy stuff. especially when my right shoulder went a bit wonky from me coughing too much.

the thing is, it actually doesn’t sound like a lot of work. but when you get down to doing it, it turns out to be quite a lot. tell me why i let myself be sucked into this mess again? oh yeah, the $8.74 an hour…

just had yami yoghurt today (after my interview, because it was nearer to J8 than i thought) and i think it’s not as nice anymore :( i think i need to go try myself some frolick peach yoghurt. soon.

and i also noted at J8 that there was indeed no more corochan corroke (however you spell it) there. i hope bugis junction still has it! yy, we have to go there some time and eat that okay!

eat this, eat that… i’ve definitely put on weight over these hols. ugh. i think it’s time to get back to the reductil. and to start swimming the moment my nose and lungs are completely clear.

okay, going to take the time to figure out my timesheet now. it’s a humongous mess, and it goes back to like, 12 months. yay?

24
Jun
08

no other love, darlin’ i’m flyin’

oh yay. finally finished updating a chapter that i was due to send over today. it’s kinda scary how i came back to hall yesterday afternoon, and was almost immediately bombarded with scary deadlines, emails (both received and sent) and the like.

this week is going to be terribly busy (in contrast with earlier ones, anyway) not because of special sem, but because i have to conduct interviews with ex-principals and a master of eusoff college and all from like wednesday to friday. which is partially my fault because i had to cancel one that was supposed to be last friday thanks to the nagging cold i’ve had since returning from malaysia.

and for all the hassle involved in getting the module for special sem, i’m not doing it after all. retarded, i know, but looking at what i have to do for the seemingly never-ending anniversary book project, i don’t think i have much of a choice. and at least i’m saving money while earning some?

i should really sit down and figure out how much money i’ve earned on this project soon, considering how miserably broke i am. i have no idea where all the money has gone, even. it just is.

on the bright side, my cold seems to finally be recovering. i can’t wait to be fully recovered so i can finally smell stuff again, and also eat whatever i want. mainly things that are cold or have chicken. i’m still craving good ice cream (or frolick yoghurt) and good nasi briyani.

okay, time for me to go relax and rest a bit. will blog about the rest of malaysia when i well, feel like it. haha.

but oh i forgot to lament about how the next season of the l word is in january 2009, will only have like eight or nine episodes, and that it is the final season. that really sucks.

And I can go, I can go anywhere
But no other love can take me there

20
Jun
08

i’m not gonna write you a love song

i think the only good thing about being sick is that time seems to pass faster because all i do is sleep.

oh wait, that might not be a good thing considering that i actually have work to do but just can’t sit myself down to do it. as usual.

anyway, malaysia was pretty fun, if tiring. i suppose part of the fun came from being out of the country without my parents for the first time in my sad life. while i did have to keep smsing my mum to let her know where i was and that i was still alive and not robbed or abducted, at least this probably means i’ll be able to get out of singapore on my own again. i was talking with maryam on msn about the historian and we both agree that it makes turkey (the country) sound enormously alluring. mainly the food, and of course the sights. i want to see the hagia sophia! so maybe next stop, turkey? haha.

also, the fun came from being in the company of the musketeers (vanessa maryam yy, who else?) and doing what we love best – eating! haha. maryam and yy were like our guides in malacca since they knew where all the good stuff were. like the good chendol, for example. which is pretty important because practically everywhere in malacca has chendol. and pineapple tarts. i swear i’ve never seen so many pineapple tarts in one place when it isn’t chinese new year.

fun also (sort of) came from wandering the unknown. after helping the archaeologists wash some porcelain, me and vanessa went exploring around malacca. except that there wasn’t that much to explore, plus we didn’t quite know where to walk. so we just walked wherever we fancied, stopping once in a while to look for the nonya kueh vanessa was craving, or the tiger brand heong peah she insisted on buying… haha.

i think the funniest part was when we walked to the end of jonker street, turned into another street (which had nothing but old-school houses) and walked almost the entire street before we realised that it was the street our hotel was on! i saw the yellow heeren inn hotel sign, turned to vanessa to tell her, and i think realisation dawned on both of us at the same time because we were just next to the site maryam and yy were working at. let’s just chalk it down to us being in a foreign, unknown place, shall we?

and tiring was well, all the walking. damn my lousy feet and legs. by the end of our third and last day in malaysia, my feet constantly hurt and i had to kind of drag myself everywhere and sit down at every opportunity i got. which is damn sad. maybe i really need to go take those walks on the beach like the chinese physician recommended… but what a drag.

so the first day in malacca was not bad, really. we rested at the hotel after our long self-given tour of malacca, had dinner at the bamboo hut that was pretty good, and went to “the mall” to get some stuff at giant and to eat baskin-robbins. i got hokey pokey (white chocolate ice cream with honeycomb bits) which was really good. too bad there wasn’t any baskin-robbins at the train station any more, and as we all know, singapore also sadly lacks baskin-robbins. sure, we have our island creameries, ice cream chefs and what not but well, the more the merrier?

okay, i’m getting a bit tired and bored of blogging, so let’s leave the KL bit for next time.

10
Jun
08

malaysia beckons!

woohoo! i finally got the green light(s) to go to malacca to visit maryam and yy at their archaeological dig, and to go to KL with them for some fun!

it all started when i was talking on the phone with maryam. it was just a passing idea that became quite the fixation for me because i was determined to make my parents let me go. they were quite resistant (or at least my mum was) to the idea at first, and there was no room for discussion at all if i were to go alone. so i had to wait for vanessa to come back from cambodia (welcome back btw!) so i could ask her if she wanted to go.

vanessa being vanessa, she was a bit uncontactable so i had to endure more waiting before she finally confirmed today! and surprisingly enough, my parents were quite okay with it when i asked them again, while i was home for the rare weekend. well they’re still a bit paranoid about it but in general they’re okay. like finally, they’re letting me go overseas (even if it’s just to next-door malaysia) without them!

and it’s also going to be quite exciting because apparently there’s some really good teh peng yy and maryam want us to try (i was so jealous when they told me and said too bad they couldn’t dabao. haha!) and they’re also bringing us out for lunch on sunday, at another place they want us to try. oh gosh i really can’t wait!

in other news, i’m now going for regular acupuncture treatments for my various ailments at this place in bukit batok. it’s not as painful as it sounds, but it’s not as straightforward and painless, either. it is quite cool how the physician can put a needle at a point on my leg and my right arm/shoulder feels better, though. like my right shoulder was actually feeling really sore, but after that needle the pain just disappeared. today’s session wasn’t so fun though. i got a needle on my head because of my lower back pain and for some reason i kept feeling nauseous after the session. at least i’m better now! okay my various creaking/aching joints are not 100% okay yet but they’re much better. i didn’t realise how bad my elbow was, really.

okay i’m going to watch myself some forensic heroes ii (madam ma rocks!) and assuage my now reductil-less and thus ever-present hunger with an apple. and by the way, if you haven’t watched the l word, go watch it like now. it rocks. not for the kids though. and season 4 isn’t as good as seasons 1-3. but still pretty good.

and whee! i still can’t believe i’m going to malacca/KL after all!

07
Jun
08

in my secret life

i’ve just finished watching the second last episode of the third season of the l word and my head is mildly aching.

but oh boy is the l word damn good. i still don’t quite know why, but it just is. i can’t believe i took so long to start watching it. but oh well, better late than never?

i can’t believe they killed off ____ though!!! i totally saw it coming. all the time stamps things in the episode, and then a telling thing a random character said to bette. and i suppose because i didn’t see her on the season 4 or 5 wallpaper thing. sigh.

and okay i think the l word has great music too. due to my need to get some sleep soon i’ll post all the nice ones some other time. but so far i really like:

  • leonard cohen, in my secret life
  • lucinda williams, right in time
  • joseph arthur, in the sun
  • tracy bonham, naked
  • tracy bonham, whether you fall
  • lucinda williams, those three days
  • damien rice, the blower’s daughter
  • BETTY, the l word theme

actually, i went to download the tracy bonham album just to get naked, but as it turns out, the rest of the album is great. and actually i’m a bit annoyed that it’s so hard to find the earlier seasons’ OSTs. like season 2 and 3 are non-existent on bittorrent. blah.

anyway, i also decided to change the blog layout (again) for the fun of it. will put in a custom banner/header image sometime… soon.

okay my headache will turn into a full-blown migraine if i don’t go and sleep now, so bye.




ee…

  • gets (gulp) older every 11 feb
  • is a history major at NUS FASS
  • supports man utd
  • idolises charmaine sheh
  • likes the idea of charray
  • likes the l word
  • is a terrible procrastinator
  • is feeling lazy

ee…

  • time to start hunting for a place to study at during the weekends home... 4 months ago
  • the Internet didn't quite feel the same when Facebook and Twitter were both down. 5 months ago
  • is :) cos she just had really good prata, and all the modules she bid for. 5 months ago
  • thinks that fogging is stupid because all that happens is that the mosquitoes flee into my room and have a feeding frenzy on me at night. 5 months ago
  • is glad that it's over! And whee, my new Timbuk2 bag is here! 5 months ago