argh. it’s “only” 2am but before i know it, the clock will read 5am… darn.

and grrr. i’m annoyed that i can’t really go and rest despite having this pain in my neck (literally, not figuratively) that’s so bad, it’s making my head hurt somewhat.

because, well, i have to write the essay for SSA2211. it’s not actually a difficult essay, but it’s about having to wade through all the readings first. and imagining what the singapore river is like and comparing it to old images because i haven’t actually gone down there, save for a brief look when we were down at the ACM for the history seminar the last time.

damn. i’m not actually sleepy now (having just drank two packets of instant teh tahrik), but the pain in my neck is just preventing me from sitting down and doing those readings… cos it’s keeping me from thinking, somehow. blah.

okay fine, time to stop whining and get back to work… argh. i hate myself.

[and oh, speaking of pain in the neck... i'm glad the it1003 presentation is OVER! i think i nearly burst a blood vessel or two doing it thanks to our incredibly intelligent and wonderful groupmate. i swear i have never felt so intensely irritated with anyone else before. no, not even my sister. at least it's over!!!]